Oh... CAnt Stand It!!

REgrets is the first words i will said if wanna tell about my life, i have a perfect parents, thousand of god to pray, wonderful life that with my siblings but i am so stupid to choosing my soul mate.. some cant even think why they being so stupid in that case... it that call stupid???
YES! I am so stupid. In This life i have so many incident that ask me to move on and get a purpose for this life, but being in this life so many problem that v face may let us to drop down just stay where we are now!! I just REgret Y i just LEt myself to choose a way direction in life. i know that i still not going to the end of the road but this choice i myself made is stop me to do my daily life. it make my lovely life stuck in rubbish...
People may think m mad, no i am angry to myself. i still cant point my finger to other and said that they are responsible to what i am facing now. NOO... that not a right things to do.. All impact that we are facing now is came from what we did before. if someone HURT u now, just think ARE u hurt someone else before this? if some make REFUSE u now? did u ever Refuse someone else in past?? it must be a reason why people said if v do something wrong and God will give the punishment in this same place!! but its take time...
OUr action itself will have us regret so much, yes. i am suffering now.... i do reject some that love me so much. i just do it coz i am so much angry with what he has done 4 me. I just think the time he hurt me not the time he love me? its all coming again to me now, and that make me so much of pain. damn pain that i cant express it my words that people understand... iTs just can happen anyone of us anytime. but to avoid its happen just we must know before we take the decision or argue with other just spend a minutes to understand the true the impact the love in someone before we say something. it may hurt them so much!!!
Here i also Wanna said sorry to the one who i hurt them so much, now the moment i do Miss them... i know they are not my side, but their memory is here in my heart. i wonder why god just bring them back to my life, ones to said sorry and have a wonderful life with them again? As we all know it wont happen.... but still we can wait 4 it.. No one can replace to their place that love us so much.. and we also cant have a real love from someone we love..
Good or Bad life have to go on, in my way life have a answer for our thousand of question it will reveal went only we ask for it... search 4 the every answer and u will fulfill ur life with whatever event or luck u facing... and the best thing we all have together is REGReTz!!!

Time To THink!!

I notice that all of human being will have problem in life. So bad Went we think we have good solution to our problem, in few day the solution will became a very big problem in our LIFE. But For Myself I notice and know where are my problem is. Its so hard to have a good solution in life.How many time we try also the same problem will be return in life.
For Me i Just Know How stupid i am Now. This moment i notice that I am the stupid girl in this world. It All Because, I search 4 solution In life. I search 4 hope went i am hopeless, I search for care went i alone. I search for shell that can protect me. I search for soul that can take care me, i search for place that keep me rest, i search for arm that can hold me went i cry.. while searching i found ONE..
I just accept it all over. i think that moment that i was right. Now I Know I am wrong. Very Very Very Wrong!!! I has To say it because It Th true. Like People said Don't Judge the book by its cover? That so true. The Book May look Old some time But went u read it we can learn something interesting, but went u loo some book look new and nice. Don't ever Think That is priceless... That all a rubbish. (In My OpinIon)
Sometime Problem in life make us know which one is true and which one is not.Everyone will Find Out Why I am saying like that went They are looking for solution For their problem.I am Now regret so mUch About what had happen to me in My life. I know It will Be happen in Everyone life. Just The one who can fight for it is only yourself. No one will stand with us every time. Everyone will be someone selfish in one point of life. Just Turn Our Life into something priceless... fight for it..

Changes!!

People are grow up so fast. before we realize that we have a lot of work to do, we all ready in the middle of so many problem and responsibility. If we can refresh all over again in our life, we can see a lot of thing that we able to fix now, But what we can do it all go away just like wind. Now we cant even think about the second chance because the past wont return the same way.
For Myself I have a lot of dream to myself to achieved.But the life, the environment, the people all will change the way all along the life bring us. for examples, i want to be a doctor went i am just 6 years old. i try my level best to go for it but my teacher set me in arts class, went i change the higher secondary level, i try to get science class but still she refuse to give it so i continue with the arts level study. It jut one of the lesson i learn. but went that time i never realize it.But Now I can Think about it still I cant for it again.
I am happy i still can tell it openly but here Got people that just put all together inside their heart and just pretend that they are happy with what they have now.I Cant Notice Why Went the changes in us Cant be notices by our self. If we can know that we are slowly moving out of or target we cant think to change in right way but in all the case, it take time to stay think and realize that we all moving in different direction that we not suppose to go.
Went we all started to grown up, the main thing we all going to have is REGRET! I Just don't know how it cant be stick together with us. just in normal think we cant know there are regret of certain thing.In each words in life that REGRET will be the landmark. include Life, Study, work,Love, money, career,saving and so on. Just stop and think In each words that i write it that everything u got is perfect??? Life may lead us to the end.
But the end is must be in our choice. I just realize it after 21 years. It take along period to have a set of words to write and to have the knowledge to be someone that say No more regret in Life. Still it not possible, if they no regret there is NO Life. Besides That regret makes our Life better In one ways but to have the better we Must able to sacrifice many of our memory, life and love to gain something prefect. Went We all ready have the thing that we aim for, look behind we May be far away years to became to that position. That Position Will be something Nobody can get from u, that PERMANENT!!!

One OF My fav.. Listen IT GOT So ManY Meaning!

Unnai ninaichen paattu padichen
thangamey gyaana thangamey
enna nenaichen naanum sirichaen
thangamey gyaana thangamey
andha vaanam azhudhaattaan
indha bhoomiyey sirikkum
vaanam pol silapear sondha vaazhkaiyyum irukkum
unardhaen naan

aasai vandhu ennai aatti vaitha paavam
mattravarai naan yean kuttham solla venum
kottum mazhai kaalam uppu vikka ponaen
kaatradikkum naeram maavu vikka ponaen
thappu kanakkai pottu thavithaen
thangamey gyaana thangamey
patta piragey buththi thangamey gyaana thangamey
nalam purindhaai enakky nandri uraippaen unakku
naan dhaan

kannirendil naan dhaan kaadhal ennum kottai
katti vaiththu paarthaen athanaiyum ottai
ullabadi yogham ullavarkku thaanum
natta vidhai yaavum nalla maram aagum
aadum varaikkum aadi iruppom
thangamey gyaana thagamey
aattam mudidhaal ottam eduppom
thangamey gyaana thagamey
nalam purindhaai enakky nandri uraippaen unakku
naan dhaan

One Of My fren Is Gone!

28 AUGUST 2010, SATURDAY...

Is The Last Day For My Fren Baskaran. He is Such A good Fren. I know Him for 9 years...
I Am MissinG HIm So Much NOW. Went I know HE is dying.. I wish To go N see him, but my Bad Luck, As a fren I cant do it Also!!! And after He di NO point I gO N C Him N cry.. Its Sound Useless...

I Realize Two Big ThinG Today. 1st I am Not A good Fren, 2nd, So Many People are Selfish Around Me.. Just Their Matter is Big Enough For Them, I feel Ashame Of it! It show Went One day I die, Nobody Will Came N visit me, Nobody except MY Family!!

Just I wanna wish that Wer Ever My Fren NOW, I hope HE Happy, God Love HIm More. Ur Lovely Fren BAs... I will Missing U...

Lesson Of Today!

We Can Learn Many Thing In Our Life.. Sometime Its Hurt, Sometime It Make Us Happiest person In The World... Something Make Us Think... N also Make us guilty!! Once I Have a wonderful Life... I am With My Family... I Am also someone princess That time.. Every second in my Life I enjoy It... Yet, Went I Am sad, they got a shoulder to me to lay down... Wen My crying, they is one hand to give me tissue to wipe my tears... I miss That Moment In My Life... I Know It All Gone.. TO Far for Me To Bring It Back...

It All changes Nowadays, Like People said.. "Went One time you can Touch the sky,Sure Other Time you Will Be down in Ground!!" In This moment I mean it!! I feel like I been throw to the Ground. Its Hurt. I know It All Not their Fault. For All That I Have Facing Is All My Mistake.. I am Only One Should Be Blame for Everything !!

Its Is All because Of My choice!! I thought The one i choice will be better than anything in this world, but i am so stupid to realize it thats i am wrong, and more hurt went it take to long for me to find it out... Today I realize Everyone is The same... No One is different with another, it all Like gold.. May Be We can wear different shape of gold... I can Have Gold Ring, Other Can Have Gold Chain.. But The Gold Still Remain Gold And Nobody Realize it.. Went One day We realize it.. It Seems to be TOO LATe!!

Today!

There is no need for you to go it alone. There are people who love you, and who are ready to give you much needed support. There are even more, - way more than you can possibly imagine, people who CAN love you if you give them a chance. Make 'share joy, half the sorrow' your motto for today.

Mine..

Life Teach Us Many Thing. Got Good N Bad. But It V Sometime Think Y It All Happen To us?? If V Try To Think About It, In Some Way It May Teach Us In Our Future. All Happen Has Its End. All d End Has Its Beginning.... The Only Thing I Know is from My Father I Begin N d End In God. But The This In D Middle of it Its All Up To ME!!!

Sometime We Can't ANSWER some of the question that we ask ourself.. But the answer always there went we move on in life. we cant say cannot to life... and we cant stop something happen but we can move on... onces we down, we must wake up...if not.. noting can make it change if its not u...!!

Life's Means!

You've got to live life, not think about it. Step into the midst of things, try and fail and learn and stand up again. The question is not whether you will or will not make mistakes - you will. The question is do you want to learn and grow, or do you want to shrink back and be stuck? Take that step you've been avoiding. You can succeed, or you can get feedback that it didn't work, but in either case you are sure to feel alive...

Cute Love Poem'z

I wish I could tell you how much I care

but all I can do is sit and stare.



I don't know how to explain this pain

it's driving me crazy

not being able to let it out-

I think I'll go insane.



You are special to me

in so many different ways

I don't know exactly

what sets you apart from the rest

but you've stolen my heart

straight from my chest.



It was locked with a key

opened only by me

'cause I didn't want to let anyone else in

but I opened it to you and let you in

and again over my mind my heart wins.



A feeling this strong can't be ignored

my heart has been whispering... have you heard??