REgrets is the first words i will said if wanna tell about my life, i have a perfect parents, thousand of god to pray, wonderful life that with my siblings but i am so stupid to choosing my soul mate.. some cant even think why they being so stupid in that case... it that call stupid???
YES! I am so stupid. In This life i have so many incident that ask me to move on and get a purpose for this life, but being in this life so many problem that v face may let us to drop down just stay where we are now!! I just REgret Y i just LEt myself to choose a way direction in life. i know that i still not going to the end of the road but this choice i myself made is stop me to do my daily life. it make my lovely life stuck in rubbish...
People may think m mad, no i am angry to myself. i still cant point my finger to other and said that they are responsible to what i am facing now. NOO... that not a right things to do.. All impact that we are facing now is came from what we did before. if someone HURT u now, just think ARE u hurt someone else before this? if some make REFUSE u now? did u ever Refuse someone else in past?? it must be a reason why people said if v do something wrong and God will give the punishment in this same place!! but its take time...
OUr action itself will have us regret so much, yes. i am suffering now.... i do reject some that love me so much. i just do it coz i am so much angry with what he has done 4 me. I just think the time he hurt me not the time he love me? its all coming again to me now, and that make me so much of pain. damn pain that i cant express it my words that people understand... iTs just can happen anyone of us anytime. but to avoid its happen just we must know before we take the decision or argue with other just spend a minutes to understand the true the impact the love in someone before we say something. it may hurt them so much!!!
Here i also Wanna said sorry to the one who i hurt them so much, now the moment i do Miss them... i know they are not my side, but their memory is here in my heart. i wonder why god just bring them back to my life, ones to said sorry and have a wonderful life with them again? As we all know it wont happen.... but still we can wait 4 it.. No one can replace to their place that love us so much.. and we also cant have a real love from someone we love..
Good or Bad life have to go on, in my way life have a answer for our thousand of question it will reveal went only we ask for it... search 4 the every answer and u will fulfill ur life with whatever event or luck u facing... and the best thing we all have together is REGReTz!!!
